“It's not the face, but the expressions on it. It's not the voice, but what you say. It's not how you look in that body, but the things you do with it. You are beautiful.” -Ian O'Shea ♥♥♥

Haven't made a set in a few days and I have a ton to report.
Well firstly...I'M GOING TO SEE ONE DIRECTION TOMORROW NIGHT!!! OMFG I'M GONNA DIE OF EXCITEMENT! ANJWNFJHo3pihjqohgjwgjbBEJB
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Oh and I've started reading Gone because everyone has been raving about it and omg it's amazing! I'm only on like chapter ten though. But still, I love it ^-^ I also got The Fault in our stars @smileyneasa ;) And I love that too. Gus is just the cutest thing ever! Oh and I got Now is good! I love the movie so much and only realised it was a book too so i got that. Also today I was in my school library and my english teacher who looks like Snape told me if I didn't take a book out he'll give me detention! He was actually being serious. So I got out this book called bloodline which is really good so far aswell. As you've probably guessed I like books. Oh and like everyone in my class read these one direction fanfictions which i just started reading recently. Oh my god they're the best things ever!! My friend sent me the link to a niall one which is called abuse- http://www.wattpad.com/9945095-abuse-a-niall-horan-love-story-chapter-1n <--here it is. I'm only starting chapter 3 but i think it sounds good.
Hmm I thought there was way more to report but there isn't really.. I bet you though that when I post this I'll think of more things to say..
Well Jessica is over and out! xox

Full Name: Alex Ariana Philips
Current age: 16, 17 on May 11th
gender: Female.
Appearance: She is really short, around 5'1 or 5'2. She has dark olive skin. She has light brown wavy/straight hair which comes just below her shoulder with highlights. She has chocolate brown eyes which she really hates. She's really skinny as she is suffering from anorexia. She's not trying to cut down on her food or on a crazy diet or anything though, just the side affects of being locked up and homeless for years. She looks very innocent I suppose and way younger than she actually is. She's really pretty <3 Though she really doesn't look healthy as she's so skinny. She's really self conscious with her looks though sadly.
Birth place: Seattle, America
Personality: She has a mixture of personalities, depends on how good of friend you are with her or how long you've known her. I guess she's always nice though. She hates it if she hurts someone, probably more than it hurts them. She always seems to put others before her, aware of the consequences for her. If you don't know her very well, she'll be shy and as polite as possible. The more you get to know her, the more louder she gets. Though whatever you do, don't get her drunk. She's um well very dirty and uh *cough* h0rny *cough* when she is. She often blames herself for things which weren't even anything to do with her. She tends to put herself down a lot and tells herself she's not good enough to do something she wants to do. Well I guess she seems very boring and plain the way I describe her but she is one of my most unique characters and is pretty mysterious in my eyes.
Her life now: She's living in a big enough apartment with her brother Mark, Caspar and her three cousins; Niamh, Aiden and Brenner. She's doing her last year of highschool which she has caught up on pretty quickly. Her friend Nate comes over a lot who Mark really hates, she buys drugs off him. This has being going on for about five months and nobody has caught on yet. She has a part time job at a cafe which she works at three times a week after school. She doesn't completely know what she wants to do yet but she's been thinking about photography.
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And this is Alex

Went to the Xfactor concert last night and oh my god it was amazing! We were so close to the stage! George waved at me! HE F*CKEN WAVED AT ME! But yeah it was great. Union J done this thing were they chose a fan to come up on stage with them. I swear I thought the girl was going to faint of something.
And Ask.fm...
I don't know if you guys know what it is but it's basically were people ask you questions online anonymously. I'm not aloud it though. I know people who have committed suicide because of it so please don't even think about making one. Well my friend got this message on it saying "why were talking to jessica cowdean (me), zara webb and leah currie (my friends) in spanish today?" That's not it exactly but that's basically what it said. But then they kept on posting loads of stuff on it. Just stupid stuff really like "But they're directionaters" and crap. But then it started to get worse untill the person said "I hope jessica dies when she's getting her surgery". Wow. Now that just went too far. They want me to die? I didn't know about this untill one of my friends skyped me and told me to go on facebook. I was really annoyed but it made it worse when the girl who was getting the stuff on her ask.fm shared this all on everyone's newsfeeds. Why on earth would you do that? But yeah I'm basically trying to say is not to use ask.fm. Two faced people think they can say whatever they want without being caught out. If I really did die when I was getting my surgery I would really doubt that this person would be happy.. If they were then they need help. Here's the link to her ask.fm if you want to see?- http://ask.fm/TashaD3 If you do look please don't comment about it?
Jessica is over and out xox
tags-
@smileyneasa
@schoooleh
@epanda
@layneh
@evil1blueh1hehe

So yeah I made a youtube account last night. It is such a fail. I have one subscriber xD But yeah here it is- https://www.youtube.com/user/URBEAUTIFULLL?feature=mhee (Sorry that I look a complete state in the video I posted, we've just woken up) So yeah subscribe? If you have accounts tell me your username ^-^ So yeah school in a couple of days and One Direction in 12 :O I'm going to start counting down the days in my sets. I keep hoping that we're going to meet the boys and talk to them face to face. I know it's never going to happen but I'm torturing myself by watching One Direction experience stories on Youtube >.< Anybody by any chance have VIP tickets to One Direction?
Well I shall go back to torturing myself..
jessica is over and out xox

Who watched the Brit awards last night?! Omfg did you see One Direction!? They won one of the biggest awards of the Night! Global Success! I was crying so much. I just can't believe how far they've came. This time last year they still had to hit America. And then their performance of One way or another? More tears. Sorry for my fangirling but I just can't cope! Their just so perfect! And guess what... I'm seeing One Direction in concert in two weeks! TWO FCKING WEEKS! Oh my god I think I'm going to die..
Um yeah well does anybody want to roleplay with me soon? Haven't roleplayed in ageees!
I'm going out to see Warm Bodies now!
Jessica is over and out xox

I was at a sleepover the over day so that's why I haven't been posting. If I'm not making sets then assume I'm busy, no need to send me messages if I left polyvore xD tbh it was funny scrolling down my activity and seeing messages asking if I left..
Oh and today I started reading this One Direction Fan Fiction called 'Dark'. Everyone in school have been going on about it so I decided to read it. It's not really about One Direction, one of the main characters in it is just called Harry and has the same looks as Harry Styles. Here's the link if you want to read it. Though you have to have an account because this one is 17+...
http://onedirectionfanfiction.com/viewstory.php?sid=13374&ageconsent=ok&warning=4
Nothing else really to report..
jessica is over and out xox

Sorry that this is so late but I was really busy.
..HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! <3 (Let's pretend that it's today, kay?)
Yesterday instead of going to school we stayed home and were assigned tons of work to do instead. I had to do a ten page essay for History on the Spanish Armada, a news report on cloning for Biology, This chart thingy on excel and and stuff for HE and write an essay on Portraiture for art. And guess how long we had to do all of this...4 HOURS!!! How is it even impossible?!?! I only got HE, Biology and a tiny bit of History done. I guess I'll just do it over half term break. OH YEAH IT'S HALF TERM WOOOO!!! :D So happy! I can't believe we're half way through February already, before we know it it'll be Summer.
Well today I'm going out into Town with people so I'll probably be on Tonight, dunno.
Jessica is over and out xox

Well I've decided to turn vegan. A few weeks ago I would never imagine turning vegan in a thousand years. I watched this documentary called 'earthlings' and it was basically about how they killed and treated animals. I watched the first 20 mins and just couldn't handle anymore. Though I watched enough to go off meat and dairy. i can't look at meat the same ever again. Though I really wouldn't recommend you guys watching it. I was crying my eyes out. Before we eat a burger we don't think about what that cow went through just to give us lunch. We don't realize that taking animals away from their family rips them apart like us. So before you sit down to dinner and have your sausages or whatever you have, think about the animalsss.
Rant over.
jessica is over and out xox

Well today I stayed off school cause I needed an MRI scan :/ If you don't know what it looks like here it is- http://www.griffwason.com/mri_scanner1.htm
God I was so nervous. Once It watched this movie that this girl was having an MRI scan and the doors closed over and it started heating up like a sun bed and she died and go possessed by a demon :'( But yeah it took 40 mins and god it made these really loud noises which gave me and headache and at one point it was vibrating..
so...
Oh and today I saw the trailer for 1D3D and omfg I'm so excited! When Liam went "I've always want a little brother, and now I've got four of them" , my heart melted :') If you haven't seen it then see it NOW!
Jessica is over and out xox

As I always say as I update my characters, I won't change anything about him and if you steal him you WILL die. Kay?
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name: Caspar Joseph Philips
age: 7, turns 8 on june 22nd
looks: Even though he is half spanish, he is incredibly pale, almost even white in colour. He has hazel/green eyes and has ash blonde hair which makes his eyebrows very pale and hard to see. He is just about 4ft tall, one of the smallest in his class in school.
Birth place: He was born in America, Seattle but is also half spanish
past: He's had a bad past at a very young age. He traveled from america to spain all of the time, visiting family members. His dad and him were over in Spain when his dad was murdered right in front of his eyes by Alex and Mark's father, only 4 at the time. He was taken straight after and was set off to America were he spent two years locked up in a cellar with Mark and Alex. The day they finally escaped, only Caspar and Mark got away. Alex was right behind them but Ethan jumped out and took her. A year later they have now reunited in the City of New York.